My Job

Do I love it or do I hate it? Much like my relationship with this city, it is always a toss up. I like working, and I like what I'm doing, but it is a fluid thing, changing from day to day. I never know what is going to come up.

As some of you know, I was made an example of at the last meeting with my two supervisors. Even though I had done my homework, my bosses had not talked to each other at all about what their visions were for the program. So I kept getting flak for doing things that my one boss said to do, from the other one.

Finally at the end of the meeting my boss stood up for me... but it was a little too late. I was ready to quit by then. Needless to say we had to meet first thing the next week to get everything sorted out. The problem is, this is a new program to the state. There are going to be many things that have to be worked out.

So tomorrow I go for more clinic visits. I have done almost all of my interviews, and have 5 out of 6 of my Peer Counselors selected. Now onto the approval process, then training, then roll out of the program Aug. 1. At least I have a deadline!

Now if I could just get some sleep, or maybe some child care, so that I can work during the day and stop staying up so late just to get things done...