So work is busy. I thought before that I didn't do anything all day... it turns out that taking care of the kids is at least a 20 hour a week job. B/c now I don't have any time to do that. Eric is on vacation, so he is doing my old job while I do my new one. And I think he has figured out that it is actually work... b/c he said last night he wants me to quit b/c I don't spend enough time with them...
Anyway. Something will eventually have to give. It can't be LLL or my clients. But my kids are suffering b/c I am spending so much time working when I could be spending it with them. It's that old dilemma- do I work so we have money to do stuff with the kids, but not the time, or do I not work so I can spend time with them, but have no money? There is no clear answer.
I do like my job, though. My in-laws would die if they knew where the WIC clinics are that I have been going to. Well, they serve lower income people, so they are in those neighborhoods. I have never been scared to go into any neighborhood in N.O. and now I am even less so, b/c most are not repopulated, and the projects have these very high fences around them. Is that a bad thing to admit? I'm not sure...
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